From The Diary of Shea McMahon:

Even if you still love someone after they hurt you, there’s always that little bit of doubt you have about them. It isn’t something that will stay forever, but it’ll last longer than you would like it to. You have to be careful not to let it show or it will mess up everything you ever wanted with that person.



My eyes fluttered open to the sound of a chain jingling.
I propped myself up on my elbows to see Chris buttoning his pants.
“Morning sunshine,” I whispered.
He looked over as he buttoned and zipped his jeans,
“Oh, hey, you’re up.”
I smirked and sat up, holding the blanket to my chest,
“Can you toss me my bra?”
He chuckled a little and staggered over to the other side of the room, picking up my bra, and tossing it to me,
“Thanks.”
I slid the straps up my arms and clasped the back, adjusting the cups.
My pants were on the floor beside my bed, so I just grabbed them and slid them on.
A small light flashed on my sidekick, it was texts.

Two from Faye:
What are you doing? How did it go?
-- Fairy Faye

Is he still there? Are you doing something you shouldn’t be? Text me back lady, I’m worried!
-- Fairy Faye

One from Leo:
Is everything okay now?
-- Lee Sev

And eight from my dad:
Steph told me what you did this morning and I have to say that I’m not thrilled.
-- WWE Chairman, VKM

I need to talk to you about the storyline. Text me back.
-- WWE Chairman, VKM

Hello! Are you even up?
-- WWE Chairman, VKM

Sheana, as soon as you wake up text me!
-- WWE Chairman, VKM

Hey, I just found out that no one has seen Chris since seven last night.
-- WWE Chairman, VKM

Do you have any idea where Irvine is?
-- WWE Chairman, VKM

Sheana, are you alright? I need to know what’s up with you.
-- WWE Chairman, VKM

Is Chris with you?
-- WWE Chairman, VKM

Are you and Chris together right now!?!?!?!?!?!?!
-- WWE Chairman, VKM
A sigh escaped my lips as I laid my head back onto the pillow.
Chris left his shirt on the floor and climbed up next to me,
“What’s wrong babe?”
I shook my head,
“My dad’s on to us.”
He gave me a confused look,
“What do you mean?”
I put my hands on my head and rubbed my eyes,
“He sent me a text asking if you were with me.”
Chris smirked and straddled his legs around my waist, leaning down and kissing my neck,
“I was definitely with you last night.”
I ran my fingers down his bare chest and giggled,
“Yes you were.”
He got off of me for a split second to throw the blanket off and then he climbed back on me.
I snaked my arms up and around his neck as I bit my lip slightly.
Chris pulled me up to him so he could unclasp my bra again.
As he did so, I planted kisses along his jaw, stubbles hitting my lips.
He pushed me back down with much force as he threw my bra to the floor and made my heart skip a beat.
His hands slid up my stomach and cupped my breasts, his lips lightly kissing the nipple.
I moaned softly at his touch; I jumped, startled when the door swung open and my dad stepped in.
“Sheana Angelina McMahon!” he screamed.
Chris climbed off of me and got off the bed handing me my bra.
Until I had the bra on, I held the blanket to my chest.
My father’s face turned bright red, almost as red as a fire engine.
“Chris, you get out of here and stay away from my daughter!”
Chris grabbed his shirt and left them room, trembling from the shock of my father barging in.
Vince stepped closer to me and pointed a finger at me,
“You are a whore, you know that?”
I sat up on the bed, my nostrils flaring,
“Fuck you.”
“Chris is the only person that would ever love you, you look like a fucking freak. The only reason why he loves you is because of your double d’s.”
I shook my head potently,
“That isn’t true.”
Vince nodded,
“Yes, why would he love a freak like you. You enjoy the taste of blood, why would anyone want to be with you?”
My whole body got hot with anger and I felt like crying,
“I’m not a freak, I’m my own pe-”
“Your own person my ass Shea!” he screamed, pointing a finger at me. “You’re just a damn freak! Face it, you’re a god damn freak who has no one so you feel like you need to whore yourself out!”
Chris walked back in the room with his shirt on and punched my dad,
“Don’t talk about her like that!”
Tears fell like a waterfall as Faye and Leo ran in and up to me.
I stood and was restrained by the two, from hitting my dad when he got up.
“I hate you!” I screamed.
Vince got up off the floor and left the room pointing at Chris.
Faye looked at me and said,
“Are you okay Shea?”
I nodded and hugged them both,
“I hate him!”
Leo put his fingers through my hair,
“So get a match against him tonight.”
Chris looked over at me and asked,
“Did he hurt you?”
I shook my head, he would’ve hit me if Chris hadn’t come in.
Chris walked over and wrapped is arms around me, planting a soft kiss on my forehead.
Faye and Leo smiled at us and said,
“We’ll give you two a minute.”
They left the room and left us alone in the room to talk.
“I’m sorry Chris.”
He left his arms around me and nodded,
“It’s fine Shea, don’t worry about it.”
I looked up at him and said,
“I love you.”
He smiled that famous smile of his and said,
“I love you too.”